Well, its the end of Feb.
Pat had to have a TB test to get into a rehab in Washington.
He went to the Doctor, got that done, had it read on Thursday and that is the last he did for himself.
Friday night his dad and I found more stuff stolen. He left that night, wanted a ride at 10:30. I told him "No". So, he walked. I didn't care. I turned off my phone. He walked about 10 miles. Oh well.
If he needs something, he can call and ask respectfully. He swears he is not doing any drugs but I know is his. I reported the lose on Friday. Pawn Shops will be searched the next 2 days. But, I have just walked away from all feelings about the things in my life. I would give all the things up if I could save his life. I can't do that though. Only God can. I hope He choses to save Pat but, right now, I don't know if He will. We can pray and ask that Pat be saved from this horrible addiction. I pray that all the time.
I try to keep my sense of humor. If I am down, please forgive me and feel free to remind me. Just don't say "Smile Mom, you look so much better." If you know me, you know I don't care what I look like and I hate to be told what to do. But, feel free to just tell me a joke.
I will not allow this Drug Drama to control my life! My phone is turned off quite a bit now. So, you have to leave a message or text me if you need me. Or email me. I just turn the phone off when I am tired of Drug Drama or when I decide I don't want to be bothered.
So, this is the update. Sounds kind of down hearted I am sure. But, its Monday morning! And its dreary outside! I will feel better latter today. Maybe I will get a pizza later this week after pay day. Pizza always cheers me up!
So, exact prayer assignment for today is.
1.Lord, your will be done.
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