I so want calm.
Pat is not calm. He does not create calm. He is exhausting. Everytime I think it will be ok, its not.
I believe he is using again. He is stealing again. I just want my little boy back! I failed him and his brother. The Lord has not failed. I failed, I was given one task by him. "Raise your children in the way they should go.." I didn't.
I am here alone. Nobody else remebers like I do what my boy was. That child is gone. I don't think I can live without him I am mourning today.
Good choices Pat, make good choices. Please Lord! Hold onto him! Bring my child back to grow into a nice young man! He is as good as dead. I am being told that so many times! Oh Lord. My heart is broken. Please please please Lord! Hold onto him now.
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