At odds with

I am at odds with the world today
Or maybe myself.
I just think I had better go to bed.  Its not going to get any better.  Tired and down today.  To much of everything. and not enough of what I need. 
I wish someone would pray for Pat.  I don't know that I can.  To involved with myself today and my own bad choices.
So many and i can't go back in time.  bad choices have me down.  Just erase it all.  i want to go away